Monday, December 29, 2008

complicated mood

moody??
nah~~
what happen??
cant sleep well...
cant sleep again...

worked from 8am-530pm
suppose to be v tired
maybe my tired feeling had went off??
went for some groceries
was 7pm after all finished
with the bad weather
super windy till i really cant stand
more than 1 min at outdoor man...
imagine...
went for a steamboat with cute juniors
had a good chat till late night
came back felt so lonely in my room
without any1 here...
had a chat with my seniors
both of them made me feel wanna chat a lot
1~~i dont even talk to her face to face b4 i think
we just studied in the same high school
but internet made us feel kind of close
we didnt chat a lot as well
but.....
she's a future doctor~GOD!!@@
1~~we saty at the same floor for about 2 years
but last year we dont even chat more than 2 hours i think
and suddenly this year!!
what happen?
both of us even can just chat on the room phone for 30 mins n above
CRAZY~~
i never thought that before
unbelievable
i thought both of us cant even be a just friend
i thought she is my Hi Bye friend
well... even now we didnt talk a lot
we didnt share a lot
but sometimes chat with her kind of feeling better
ok ok i admit tat i surf her blog v often
makes me feel a bit closer to her
but...
what's going on???

there's a girl from my part-time
Ogihara san
she is so friendly n kind
i really like her...
if she's nt a girl i think i fall in love with her
haha~~
kidding la..
but maybe without her i will nt love this work so much
she made me feel more confidence on my work
she never angry when i did something wrong
she never show her temper or speak ill of others too
what a cute n nice senior too..
i thought i will not meet her so soon in my part-time
cos i work the early shift
when i saw her i was big shock
cos...
today was my 2nd time for early shift
i have no idea what to do
what to in charge too
maybe feel a bit reliable??



Sunday, December 28, 2008

@.@ AGAIN~~

Again~
OMG
can u just let me sleep??
come on i'm going to work at 8am later
and i'm awake at 3am which i slept at 12am
can u just leave me alone?
OH~~
i really tried v hard to continue my sweet dream
but i have no idea what happen to me
i lie on my bed but i just couldnt continue my sweet dream~~
so just decided to wake up at 5.30am!!

All the best to my work later man!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

~~sigh~~

Oh god
i woke up on 630am today!
god!! @@
was very tired yesterday
n slept at 1130
well is about 8 hours beauty sleep
so...
wanna sleep again!!
sleeping bauty please bring me to my dream!

tired to wake up early!!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Merry Xmas

HO~HO~HO~
is Christmas!!!
is White Christmas for me



but is a lonely Xmas!!
no one to celebrate with!
i hope i'm in Malaysia today@@
dont even know who to celebrate with
haix...
what a sad Xmas!!

well well actually is a white Xmas to me
last yr my mom n my sis came here
n celebrate with me
this yr sounds so loney


oh~ well
Merry Xmas to every1!!
muackss

Friday, December 19, 2008

HOliday~~~!!!!


Ho Ho Ho~~ our precious white Christmas is coming soon oh~~ i hope it to be a warm n nice Xmas hope my wish will come true~~ onegai!!@@ well well sorry guys i've been really busy with my part-time these days ok ok ~~ dont rush me man!! i'm trying my best to update everything happen here let's see~

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i've a senior A A is a v kind n friendly person but A always get in trouble when A fell in love well, sometimes i really speechless for that but whenever i see A feel super sad n complain i'll feel unhappy as well as a friend i cant do anything as well as A thought that i'm a guy cos we drink like shit everytime~~ we drunk like crazy!! we play around with our health these days i really cant drink alot i feel dizzy even only 5 cans of beer what had happen? Am i really getting old huh?? what the hell man~~ i hate it!! well not only me A as well... A even worst i never see A vomit b4 until this yr OMG~~ i was like unbelievable haha!!@@ A getting worst n worst day by day what the~~@@ but A still never stop drinking even drink everyday~~ no matter what as long as it is alcohol that day had a drink with A A was drunk n sound out the sadness of A's life n the so call LOVE I watched A's back while he complaint my tears nearly drop why ppl like to treat their life like this?? wasting time n money to hurt themselves i cant stand for it anymore my god come on stand up man~~ no more looking back speechless on A but will support A always~

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these days really busy with my part-time let's share some part-time stuffs i met a really cute lady there she is....... OMG~ i'm lucky that i can work with her i was thinking if she's a guy ........... haha~~ come on think only la@@ i'm really happy to work with her feel so secure cos she's there my manager will check on me haha~~ she is v kind n friendly n v v funny person next time took pic let u guys see see ya~~ promiseee

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yesterday was our uni's Xmas party
is a v successful one!! BRAVO~~ they had alot of performances really nice~wow the break dance really cool man but i dont get to take pictures cos i was with my Japanese teacher n chatting with her abit pity~ but still i watched the performances we got nice food this year hehe~~ here u go some of the pixxx

Ready~~?! GO~~
My 1st yr Japanese teacher~
she's a kind n lovely teacher
muackxx

Ru Ru~ she's my x roomate
cute right??

one of a Japanese who always take care of foreigner's studens

she's only one day younger than me~@@

Xin Yi our new comer~~

We are malaysian

see are we cute?? hoho~~


He's from china Nan Nan~
He really good in Kung Fu~~


After party~~~~







Saturday, December 6, 2008

サーラム アラスカ メンソール salem alaska menthol


今天疯狂的把刚刚新发行的香烟买了回家~不会吧?
小孩你疯了哦?!对阿就是疯了!有心事吗?
没有啊!很烦吗?也不是!
哈哈!就是贪爽咯~
我其实不爱香烟~基本上是讨厌烟味
超级讨厌的!我现在打工的店长每天吸3包烟
厉害吧?日本人都是一级棒!哈哈
他们简直是疯了哦~完全是无言哦
最讨厌休息时间了~要挤在小小的房间里~
店长得香烟攻击!天啊~他是厉害的咯
大概5分钟一根~强吗?
好啦好啦~言归正体~
为什么买?想吸吗?其实也还好~
可是这个烟啊,已发行就大卖不可思议
就买啦~试试看咯!
我啊~其实只有喝酒喝太很high才会吸的啦
平常想看到我洗简直是必登富士山更难
刚刚吸的这个烟~em。。。
有点不懂~是很冰的烟没错~
就还好咯~才吸半枝就不想吸了
很奇怪的感觉!
因为从来没有试过不喝酒吸烟
原来是这样的感觉
干透了~还是喝酒好~
结果剩下的烟这么办?
买酒来配它吗?
当然不可能咯~哈哈!
只好给朋友咯~
我不喜欢在自己房间吸烟
受不了的味道~晕
现在可爱的房间满满都是烟味
好啦好啦~是自己自作孽嘛~
可以没有??
现在在挽救房间中~
哈哈!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

after SKI!~~

WOW~! Finally i went for the ski yesterday, it was after 1 yr so everything didnt really goes smoothly! I fell during the ski n i hurt my left leg again~ Well I hurt the nerve but still ok... We went for ski n hot spring n had a lovely lunch there~ It was really nice but tiring~
We reach back to the hostel around 4 n a fall a sleep at 5pm till 1030pm just now~ so i'm full of energy now haha~ ready for my sleep later again!!
here's some pic of my ski!!

look before ski~
we are from the same Ramen shop~
from left: my cute senior Shirling, DaiSuke, shin

Our cute BOSS~ U will never had a cafe in a bowl but there's here~HAHA!
The view is so nice here!
the ticket of the hot spring
it cost RM18 per person GOSH!!
Our hot spring~ there's only 2 of us there!
we actually are not suppose to take picture in the hot spring

Friday, November 28, 2008

Going to SKI

Happy~ Yesterday my boss sms me and invited me n my senior for ski!Oh is really winter time!!WOW!! Well, i really enjoy sking enjoy snowboarding!! that is really fun but is hard too~ i fell a lot last year! So this year will be my first time man for about 1 yr not going for ski so don know how will it be! This trip is a new place for ski,i heard that it will be quite long distance dont know whether i can do it! God bless i dont wanna fall down n hurts again! Will update u guys with my updated ski photo next week!


Here u go some last year ski n boarding memories~

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

No more $$$

OMG~~
i have no more $$
what the hack man
my salary is not in yet
but even it's in it will not be that much
can cover my expenses
the stupid YEN is burning up like shit now
cant imagine this
if today i have alot of YEN then how good will it be
but i dont have~Haixx
how am i going to survive??!!

well for this whole month i only spent for
RM800~included my dental fees RM300
dam~ i almost eat can food or instants things everyday
or bread to survive before the currency go down
got to work harder~

going to ask my Boss to let me work more to earn more
haha~~
god bless the currency pls!!!!!
i really sick of those instants d~~~

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this is the way how we keep our drinks cold
without refrigerator~~
hoho~~
stuck it at the window side thn it will get cold
hoho~~
sometimes we put the ice there too
it will not melt fast!!






Wednesday, November 19, 2008

SNOWing again~~



OMG~
is snowing now!
is 1st snow here at my place
well only 1st day

but seems like already snowed for days
non-stop snow
well well well
is freaky cold here
cos is super windy
i just came back from work
and when i walk back to my dom
i was like flying to the sky man
the wind was strong
ARGH~~~
Oh yeah~ today is my 1st time driving on snow
morning it was ok
but when i finished my work
on the way back really scare man!!
when i turn like 90degree turn
it goes to 100 degree
my god then i turn it back but it goes 70 degree
my back was totally sweat >.

look after my work

my car after work~only 3 hoursview from my room

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音

不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛
我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影

为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信 那麽疯
那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里

过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你

突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚

绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息




my lovely brother~

my lovely sis ever~

my best friend~phooi san n carmun~

my cute sis

~my best friend in my life~



今天听了这首歌突然想你们了
你们呢?!?!
好想念你们哦
几时才可以见面聊天啊?
好怀念那种大家静下心
聊聊心事
聊聊近况
的感觉了~
真的很想念
但没有痛

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Happy Birthday my little princess

Happy Birthday
to our little princess
~PIGGY~
Is my little princess's birthday~

is our 2nd year didnt celebrate birthday for each other
i miss u
i miss everyone in my family
just called my princess but she was sleeping
pity girl she going to have her SPM tomorrow
good luck to her
love u so much my Darling
muacksxx

~love ya~




Sunday, November 16, 2008

Started my new part time

this is my new blog
another space for my little dairy..
well, due to the super black week and the bad currency
i decided to work in the convenient store
to earn some $$~~
the 1st day of my work was dam tired!

but when i adapt to the environment and the job i feel better
of cos it will be tired for standing for hours
because i did hurt my leg before so my fracture part always pain!
haiz.. no point i choose to work so got to challenge it~~
this is my working look~~

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today heard that one of the Taiwan singer commit suicide
a full of future singer!!
why?!why?!why?!
sometimes i really dont understand why ppl commit suicide!!
she has a beautiful voice~beautiful face~
alot of fanz...
alot of love from her family
but she failed in her love
and she think that she lost everything~~
sometimes i will think
is the LOVE so important?
i dont understand
Love will be more important than our family n friends?
suddenly feel super down after knew this news
so many ppl try their best wanna continue their life in this beautiful world
but....
well, hope our angel will find her new life in her beautiful heaven!